Friday, February 11, 2005

Seems like roseola

today amy's dad noticed there are some rash on her tummy and legs. i am such an absent-minded mom! after talking with a couple of friends, i think it's roseola.will go to the clinic tomorrow, AGAIN.sigh... don't know when this is gonna end. amy's just catching one thing after another.

all these sickness has made amy extremely clingy, fuzzy, unreasonable, and totally spoiled! after my mom did the bed time routine for a couple of days, she even refused to sleep by herself! most of the time i don't know what to do with her. if i am too tough, i'd feel guilty cuz she might be experiencing some uncomfort... if i just let her control everything, i'd feel guilty, too. cuz that way she'd end up a self-centered kid!

like yesterday, my mom and i took her out for a short walk. she thew a tantrum for no reason at all (at least i didn't see any reason... but that might be it, it's my problem, i can't see... see? this is what's been going on in my mind all the time...i might as well just give up and go mad once and for all!). i dragged my mom away and left her lying in the middle of the jogging trail. after we made a slight turn and hid ourselves in some bushes, amy immediately jumpped up and tried to figure out where we are. it took her only a couple of second to see us. i thought she'd come and try catch up with us. but NO, she found a spot where she can see us and almost all the open area, and then sit back down again. my mom finally gave up and caved... if she didn't, i think i would, too, sooner or later...i just don't know how to fight this little fuzzyball any mroe.

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